just random thoughts for when im board and need someone better to talk to than myself.

Monday, March 27, 2006


im almost 18! im almost 18! hehehe....and any friends who happen to stumble upon this. NO, i DONT want ANYTHING....college starts in the FALL, so DONT spend YOUR money on ME. ok, that said. im almost 18....im almost 18. i just typed "talk" instead of "almost" how do those words get mixed up. werid brain of mine. so now im thinking about pyschology more serious. oh my goodness! geuss what! I GOT TO PLAY TENNIS TODAY! the first time since OCT. oh my gosh. im soooooo happy now. tennis tennis tennis tennis tennis tennis tennis tennis! mwahahahaha. ok...i done now.


hehe...i still think i deserve more of a "good job" than a "where the hell did she come from".....

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

it goes on

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh. 8scream scream yell yell* if only i had the ablility to play tennis...or infact...anything that lets me hit things with a racquet. sigh. "nobody said it would be easy...but no one ever said it would be this hard."

Sunday, January 22, 2006

wow long time. but umm...
on a note of being told that i can stay at a guys house over night, but his dad would probably come in and be like "how the hell did she get here" well i told him right quick that i thought i deserved more of a 'nice job son' then a 'how the hell did she get here'
yah...that shut him up.

Wednesday, December 14, 2005


Monday, October 24, 2005

"days go by...i can feel 'em flying"

well all you guys in my grade.....hey...were seniors. we need to take a moment to stop thinking about all this college stuff and go hang out somewhere. yes yes yes. someone call me and we need to start planning this.............mwahahahaha...............................................

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

"life's about changing nothing ever stays the same"

Today....a girl in my grade had her baby. a baby girl, 7lbs 9oz, 19in long. and a fuil head of hair. yeah. wow.

Yesturday....i walked off of the shawano tennis bus for the last time. yyeeeaaahh. sigh. thats sooo frickin sad. yup.

Today....my first college app got sent out. my problem is....i think if i hear back from this one then i'll only want to apply to my one out of state college cause why fill out the other forms if im already accepted?

Today...my math teacher made a smart comment to me when i couldnt find an answer in the book and he didnt teach us about it. my dads going to go have a talk with the school. everyone elses parents should go too...maybe he could get fired. no one likes his class anyways.

Tomorrow....im going to make cookies....yummmmmy

This weekend....i think ill go fabric shopping and take my mind off things by starting the baby blankey for kev's sis's baby....

Now....i need to go type other stuff.....


Sunday, October 02, 2005

today there is a song

so i heard this song on the radio, and i have to put the lryics on here because it reminded me of how alison (hopefully doesnt still) but i think how she still feels. and it made me a little sad, but hopefully she'll see it.....or hammy will see it and see what i mean. yeah. sooooo....heres the song.....

Who You'd Be Today
by kenny chesney

Sunny days seem to hurt the most
Wear the pain like a heavy coat
I feel you everywhere I go
See your smile, I see your face
I hear you laughing in the rain
Still can't believe your gone

It ain't fair you died to young
Like a story that had just begun
But death tore the pages all away
God knows how I miss you
All the hell that I've been through
Just knowing, no one could take your place
Sometimes I wonder, who you'd be today

Would you see the world
Would you chase your dreams
Settle down with a family
I wonder what would you name your babies
Someday's the sky's so blue
I feel like I can talk to you
And I know it might sound crazy


Today [3x]
Today [3x]

Sunny days seem to hurt the most
I wear the pain like a heavy coat
The only thing that gives me hope
Is I know, I'll see you again someday
Someday, someday